Wednesday, 29th June
It is nice to be back at work.
Everything is falling into place. I went to the gym yesterday after
work, had something quick to eat and then went to meditation. I d not
practise at home, not like the slave, who has become quite
accomplished and it helps him with bondage. It gives so much back to
me when he enjoys a scene and can last in a position. I like my
weekly session, it grounds me.
Wednesday, 6th July
I had today off and we went to the
town house. The work will be done next week. Per and Lasse have been
away. All the tenants have been informed a long time ago, and Olaf
and Olaf have booked the week off work and are away. We met with some
tenants and made sure they have all the details. We inspected the
dungeon flat, it has been used quite a bit during spring, Mats and
Sahid are regular bookers. It has been a bit much for P/L, and we are
thinking of shutting it down. We could let it to Sahid and Mats
easily. We need it for Pride, though. We did not see our flat, we
were a bit apprehensive if we wanted to see it anyway. In the late
afternoon we had a meeting with our Pride committee, we have a
schedule for our volunteers, and we discussed what we are actually
promoting. I have to work those days, but the slave is on the rota.
Feedback from our customers about our plans for the club has been
good. A lot of people have asked for a private play space, as they
get into the mood and would like to have the opportunity to have a
quickie. We are considering it. I will have Saturday off, I have
requested it. It is the anniversary when the slave asked me to be his
Master. Despite the upset we had straight afterwards, we want to mark
the day.
Saturday, 9th July
The slave woke me with the
restraint I gave him for his birthday on him. I had not planned
anything for the day, I wanted to see where it took us. He had
already laid the breakfast table and after we had showered together
we had a leisurely breakfast, reminiscing about our first year
together. Afterwards we had fun taking some photos, posing in some
gear. The slave had gotten me a present, long leather calf skin
boots. They make me feel so sexy, and Masterly. I think I will keep
them for us. They are a bit explicit. It was raining slightly, we
stayed indoors. I had a wish to be together, really together, I did
not want to mark the day by being particularly Master and slave. I
cleaned my self out and then I positioned myself on a bench in the
playroom. The slave had been instructed to polish my new boots. I
called him into the room and asked him to rim me. He has never done
that with me. He was a bit hesitant at first, but soon got into it.
As usual, he applied himself 100%. He then proceeded to use his
fingers, he edged me several times. OH MY GOODNESS!!! Why does sex
have to be so good?! I will die young, I am loosing too much energy
through sex.
We both needed another shower after
that session. We were both tired and rested on the bed for an hour or
so, cuddling. The slave said he never used to cuddle like this with
Robert, he never felt so close to him. It was different. He said he
did not know a person could be so happy. We then went to the same pub
we went to last year. We ordered Pizza, and asked for a quarter
without cheese. The waiter wanted to make problems, he said that
cannot be done. We were about to leave when the manager came over, he
had overheard the conversation. We got our pizza. I had put a
vibrating ass plug into the slave and from time to time I switched it
on, making him jump slightly. On the way home I dragged him into the
space where we made out last year and then everything happened.
I sat leaning against a stone, he
leant into me and I wrapped my arms over his, practically having him
in a hold. We like sitting like that. I am a few centimetres taller
than him, it helps. We enjoyed sitting there looking at the water,
when we were disturbed by a dog walker. When he saw us he pulled his
dog back and walked off, muttering anti homosexual insults. Great.
This space seems to be unlucky for us. We went home and soon after
went to bed, it is still quite early but we are tired. I have to be
at work for 9am anyway. The slave sleeps in his cage at the end of my
bed tonight. Did I mention, since he has been back from his yoga
retreat, he has slept in there frequently.
Thursday, 14th July
Day off today, we had gym etc.
Ingrid is on holiday, the boy does not need lessons any more. They
will continue after the summer, when he had his results. Ingrid and
my accountant have been dating. They met at our party in April.
That's what Ben and I call it, she says they have the same interests
and enjoy each other's company. Well, good for them! I think the
accountant is a widower. Ingrid has been unlucky with men, she has a
good heart, and wanted to see the good in the men she was with. Until
she finally learned her lesson, and has been on her own for 8 years
or even longer. Anyway, they are on holiday together!
He owns a finca on Mallorca. She so
deserves it!
I am on a late shift tomorrow, but
will go to M/s night afterwards, for an hour or so. Ben will meet me
there. He wants me to wear my new boots, but I have said no to that.
They give me an erection instantly. The guys who did a dance act for
Christmas are doing a show at Pride, and Stefan, my friend who owns
the film company, is filming them at the club performing. They want
to iron out their routine and use the film as promotional material,
maybe hire themselves out for hen nights and stag dos.
Saturday, 16th July
When I got to the club the show was
nearly finished. They got the crowd going. Ben had been roped in to
operate a camera, apparently one of Stefan's guys did not turn up.
Stefan is a odd one, he calls himself a “Voyeur”. He has one
night encounters if he does have sex with another person. I have
known him for 6 years now, since I came back to Stockholm. Our busy
schedules do not allow us to meet very often, mostly we meet at the
club. He is another person who knows the whole history with Ben,
Stefan is very good at standing back and looking at the big picture.
Ahm, yes, he is a film director and photographer. As I said, he likes
to watch, that is his kink. He knew Ben's films. When that became
apparent, when I told him about the slave, it was somewhat
uncomfortable. They have met at the club since, Stefan mentioned he
was a fan, and the topic was over. They get on well together. I think
it might be because we know Stefan is not interested in having sex
with him.
We ended staying until 2am, when we
close. I can only hope for a quiet shift.
Sunday, 17th July
I am writing this at work, it is
very slow today. As locum I do not have to deal with as much admin.
Luckily it was slow last night, I
even got some sleep. I did a late by on call over night. There was
nearly no point going home. But I had to see the slave, shower and
change my clothes. He made me a nice meal and I even have a packed
lunch. Our canteen is very good, but Sundays is a bit dreary.
Tomorrow is the anniversary of my
mother's death. It will be 30 years!
I had a notification if I want to
extend the grave. My father doesn't care, that's why I had the
“lease” put into my name. I am going to let it go, I haven't been
there for a long time. I will go tomorrow, and then they can do
whatever they do.
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