Saturday, 5th March
We did the hazard awareness
training, it was good fun. Most participants were teenagers of
course. Goodness, I know I cannot compare myself as a teenager to
“normal” teenagers, but were my fellow teenagers so immature and
full of themselves? Part of the procedure to get a driving licence is
a group meeting and discussion on drugs and alcohol awareness. This
school does the sessions together with the hazard training, it is a
very good idea. They give the students goggles which simulate the
effect of being drunk or high. The instructor welcomed my
professional input and asked if I was prepared to come more often. I
politely declined. It was during that discussion I was most
disappointed by these kids. What shocked me most was their easy
attitude to dope and tablets. That teenagers like to get drunk is
everywhere the same and has always been, I did my fair share. I have
used poppers, and I have used them on Ben once. Since then there has
been no need for either of us to use drugs, we get high by just being
with each other.
The slave and I had agreed to tone
it down in front of the kids. They were a bit unsure around us
anyway, Ben being American, me a doctor, so much older. I think we
did not manage that well with toning it down. It is normal for us,
the way I speak to him, and how he addresses me.
Sunday, 6th March
I finally caught up with all the
mail, e-mails, and my professional publications today.
We took a drive into the country
and had lunch in a traditional restaurant. The weather was too bad to
go for a walk. He loves the traditional houses. He is reading the
Bullerbue children at the moment, a book by our famous childrens
author Astrid Lindgren. There is a village on which these books were
based, which is now a tourist attraction. He wants to go there in the
summer.
There is a conference in Kopenhagen
in April I would like to attend. I went there several times as a
student, I'd like to show Ben.
Monday, 7th March
I had a call from an estate agent,
and I arranged to view the premises today. Ben was in his element,
cleaning the apartment and our flat. The location was great,
the building promising. I have to get Martin to take a look.
Wednesday, 9th March
Sabine spoke to me yesterday, the
slave had told her about the incident at the gym. She was concerned
that he should display himself like that. I assured her, I did not
make him wear the belt in public. He likes it, as it does not make
his missing balls so obvious. She was confused by this statement, I
did not realise she did not know about it. I stopped myself
mentioning his vagina. It's ok, she does not read the blog.
Thursday, 10th March
Martin and I looked at the club I
checked out Monday. He likes it as well. Somehow I am not getting
excited though. I am taking the boy for a drink there tonight, I want
to get his opinion.
Friday, 11th March
So we went to the potential club
last night. It is a nice place, friendly people there. But sadly the
boy did not get the right vibes either. I did not tell him about my
hesitations, maybe he picked up on it, maybe I was pointing out the
positive too enthusiastically. We walked home and he just said: It is
not the one. I called Martin this morning, he agreed as well. Well,
it would have been too easy.
We have been invited to a birthday
party at S/T/D's tonight, so we will be at the house for the weekend.
P/L came back today, they look very healthy. Sahid and Mats have the
apartment.
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