Sunday, 22nd November
The strangest thing happened at the
house yesterday.
The slave entered ahead of me, I
had stopped to check the mail box. He stood still in the hall, and
was staring at something. I could not see anything, and as soon as I
entered, he behaved like normal. Then I noticed that he avoided the
cellar door, he walks along the other side of the hall, close to the
wall. I asked him about it and he denied he acted strangely. The
house was nicely warm, but he felt cold. He did not take his coat off
until he had sipped some of his coffee. We had a good session in the
playroom, but the slave was not 100% committed. Something was
bothering him.
When we left we found the
“coatcuffs” and I put them onto him for the journey home. At home
the slave prepared me a late supper and when I left he hugged me. He
asked for permission to stay with Per and Lasse. Per texted me
earlier, they have been to Church! Apparently Ben wanted to see a
Swedish church service! Another talk required tonight!
Later:
So, over another delicious dinner,
I asked the boy to tell me truth what he experienced at the house
yesterday. He has admitted to me before that he was “psychic” as
a child, as was his mum. I told him to be straight with me, I have
noticed before, and Sabine has as well, he behaves differently at the
house. He admitted that sometimes he felt there was a presence when
he was alone in the house.
Yesterday, when he entered, he
strongly felt a presence in the hall. I mentioned he had avoided the
cellar door, was he aware he had done that? He said he did not know
he had. I have never shown him the cellar, we did use to do some
heavy bondage scenarios in there, which I do not necessarily want to
be reminded of.
He said he is fine, it does not
trouble him. So his wish to stay with the guys and go to church has
nothing to do with it? He relented and said it had shook him up. He
had not felt something so strong since childhood. He feels it is a
very sad house and, although he loves the house, he prefers to be at
the flat. He asked me where my Master had died. I assured him it was
not at the house. I suggested we could have a cleansing ceremony
performed, maybe Sabine knew of anyone, like that ceremony we had for
Robert. He perked up at that idea.
Monday, 23rd November
The potential tenants came round to
look at the flat, they are a hetero rubber couple. They will move in
beginning of January.
Last night the boy and I ended up
having sex. I thought I would be too tired, but he gives me the
energy, he is insatiable. Remember, the night Robert died, the boy
said to me he wanted to be possessed by me. I thought he meant sex,
now I know he meant spiritually, like Robert did. It is almost with
every time we make love, our energy exchanges, and I am more
connected to him. He possess me as well.
Friday, 27th November
After some discussions with
friends, Martin, my accountant and of course Ben I have resigned
today.
I will finish with 31st
December. I might do some locum work, but I need to concentrate on my
businesses. I have the weekend off and we are having a cleansing
ceremony at the house. Then we are having a party. Ben was at the
house during the week and felt the presence again. He saw Stine and
Django walking by and invited them in. Django was pleased to see Ben,
and kept close to them. Stine reckoned the dog picked up on something
in the house as well. It seems to have manifested itself just lately.
Odd.
I have heard back from Father
Morris, he managed to speak to Ben's mother. She was pleased that I
had made the effort to make contact. She requested a photo. I have
sent our addresses and all contact information, with some photos from
Ben as well.
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