A busy few days with Ruth

Monday, 17^th April

I have not had much chance for time to myself. Again, now, it is late. Everyone else has gone to bed.

Well. Saturday Ben came to wake me and he had time to snuggle up to me in bed. Ruth was making breakfast. I think she wanted to give us some time together. They had had a talk just before and had decided to just enjoy the day. No earnest conversations.

Ben and I had a shower together and he gave me a blow job. About time! When we turned up for breakfast Ruth was looking through the paper. A leading article was about the presidential elections in the US and she was interested to get the Swedish perspective. I suggested Ben could do it as his exercise, and he started to read the article. He was struggling, he had put himself under pressure to do it that moment. I could see he was getting anxious, so I sent him for a jog down to the pier and instructed him to walk back really slowly and concentrate on feeling the earth under his feet. Ruth had not noticed him fidgeting, and was surprised. She asked me if this was a normal strategy. I explained I came up with new stuff all the time, it had to be appropriate. She mentioned he had never displayed anything like that in Anyers. She apologised that she had set him off. Ben came back in and was calm again. He said it was glorious, sunny and getting warm.

After breakfast Ruth and I tidied up while Ben took care of his stuff. Ruth gets uncomfortable around that as well. She still feels it was her fault.

They went to the market while I went to the gym. We met back at home and had lunch here. We were able to sit outside. Ruth remarked again how well Ben converses in Swedish. Considering he gave up a foreign language at school as soon as he could. In the afternoon they went to Ostermalm to check out the market there. I had to go to work. It became a busy night. A man who had recently been left by his wife with the children had stabbed them and himself. The children sadly did not make it through. I operated on the older one, but he died an hour later. The father was not that bad and we tended to him after his family. It was difficult to be objective and do the job properly. I needed to talk to the police afterwards, and finally came home just before 4am. I woke Ben. I needed his support. We went into my room and I managed to sleep well. He did not, so he was a bit tired today.

He let me sleep. Ruth decided she wanted to got to church on Sunday morning, so Ben set the alarm for me and left me a note. We had planned to go to brunch at Stallemastergarden, but Ben cancelled it when he got up, as he knew I would not be up in time. We had lunch together at home, they had bought ingredients yesterday and Ruth cooked. It was very nice. I needed to go into work, catch up with the paperwork for events last night. It was another nice day and Ben and Ruth went for a walk and bus surfing! When they came home they surprised me with the news that Ruth would be going to the cinema. We had a bit of dinner and then Ben and I made the most of it and spent some time in the playroom. We did bondage, no sex. Although I was ready to explode. But we both enjoyed it very much. I was reading the paper when Ruth came back. Ben was in the sleep cage, muzzled and mitted. He was spent. Of course Ruth had given us the opportunity to be alone on purpose, but she seems to enjoy Stockholm and her freedom here. Saturday they had been clothes shopping in Ostermalm, Ben paid for it. He said it felt good to spoil her like that. She always had to be thrifty with clothes shopping.

This morning I woke up quite early and ordered Ben into my bed. We had two hours of sex! Hard sex. I managed to come 3 times! I secured him to a frame which we place on the bed and his ass was sticking nicely up in the air. We tried to keep quiet, I think that made it extra spicy.

Ruth had breakfast ready, she commented: I think you two need a good breakfast. Oh.

She wanted to see the hospital, so we made a short detour, and we stopped at the flat as well. Then we went to Stallemastergarden for lunch. They remembered us there and we had a nice lunch. Ruth has been asking questions about life in Sweden, politics and everyday life. She is reading one of Ben's books about Scandinavian history. We went for a walk through the park and took buses back home. We have arranged for her to go clothes shopping tomorrow with Ingrid, they will have Ben's credit card. I am working again tomorrow and Ben will go the gym and to the Centre, like a normal Tuesday. I will go to meditation as well. It will be good to have some time away from each other. She has been an easy guest to have around, but to be honest, I am kind of looking forward to Saturday, when she leaves.

The boy and her chat a lot, they have rekindled their special relationship. Sometimes though he needs special care, and she is not aware of it. Like tonight, he was quite tired and I had to encourage him to eat and drink his shake. We all did our own thing, reading etc. Ben was falling asleep so I sent him to bed. Ruth went to her room soon after. Happy family.