An intense weekend part 1

Friday, 13^th May

Ouoh, Friday the 13^th! It is stupid superstition, but we do get the silliest accidents and incidents in an Emergency department on this date.

Ben stayed with me last night, it smelled too much of paint in his room. It looks very nice, it needs another coat, so I will most likely have him for another night. I do not mind at all, he practised what he learned at Leif's. MMMHH!! He stayed the whole night in the bed!

We are going through a phase again, when the kids were here we were so happy, then we had the upset because of my plans with Leif, and now we are even closer again.

The boy had his lesson with Ingrid in an antiques shop yesterday, which Ingrid was minding for a friend. He saw an armchair which he fell in love with. I had said, he can have new furniture, but after the business with the rug he did not want to buy it without my consent, so I checked it out today. He had left his card details to pay for it, and I arranged to have it delivered tomorrow. One of the lamps we bought will go nicely with it. We did not really need a lamp, but it was nice, so we bought it. It has been in the living room, but it did not look right there. His current one can go into the living room instead. His carpet is being fitted tomorrow as well. We did not even consider that the fitters will work in a room with a cell. Well, I'll give them a good tip.

Mats and Andre are finishing inside today, I am hanging around the house to check on it, not that it is needed.

I just read again what I wrote the last week, obviously Ben ( I do call him Ben a lot lately) and I have not been in the playroom or even done much else. He will most likely approach me this weekend. I am up for it. I answered some e-mails from readers, some are having a go at me for posting less explicit stuff. Hey, this is actually our life, not a story or fantasy. Do not read it then. I started to put it online, as I thought it might help other people in a similar situation, or people who think they are a Master, or people who want to submit. There are a lot of players out there, but to be 24/7 like Ben and me, that requires hard work from both of us. Like every relationship we have our ups and downs, as the last week or so proved. I am not always in the mood to be Master. It is responsibility. My attitude has changed a lot since the first months, I had to. I would have lost him. Even if not physically, than in his mind. And it would have been a M/s relationship which I usually condemn and which is not a happy one.

Saturday, 14^th May

I sent the boy shopping while the carpet was being fitted. When the fitters arrived I told them it is an unusual room, and requested they do not comment on it. They were actually quite nonplussed, at least they did not show it in front of me. It looks lovely, and the chair came as well, I put it all into his room and put his shelves back and books in before he came home. We had arranged I would call him to let him know everything is done and he can come back.

When he came home I blindfolded him and led him to the room, barefoot. The carpet feels lovely. He was surprised to see the chair, and was very happy with it. The room looks much more homely now, I guess before it was practical. He was very pleased with it and the effort I made to put everything back.

I had prepared lunch and we ate outside. Afterwards we enjoyed just sitting in the sun, silently.

The boy adheres to slave rules, that he does not chatter. He will ask me a question sometimes, and at dinner we have our time, but usually he is very good at anticipating and non-verbal communication.

We do not listen much to radio, or even watch much TV, and if I listen to music, then I listen. The house can be eerily quiet.
After about an hour I instructed the boy to help me get the bondage table set up outside. He trembled with excitement and could hardly unscrew the table. It is fixed to the floor, to make sure it is stable, and we have fixings outside. My Master was very clever like that.

I dressed the boy in some leather chaps, his straitjacket and a hood. He got strapped to the table, and then I removed his belt. I put a big dildo which vibrates into his ass, it took some probing and lots of lube. His muscles had not been stretched for some time, he wears deliberately quite small butt plugs, so he needs to clench. I put a pouch on him, strapped tightly, that way he could get hard, but not erect. It was very erotic for both of us, he tested his restraints, the sound of leather against leather turns us both on. I was playing with the settings on the vibrator, and stroking him, sometimes with gloves, sometimes bare hands. Sometimes I would walk away and just leave him for a period of time to get lost in it. When I came back and touched him he would jump. His feet were bare and I tickled them and sucked on his toes. Sadly I have to bear in mind that he needs to eat. Drink is not too much of a problem, but we like to stick to his timetable with meals and the consequences. It is an extra challenge which can be a bother, but also makes the time in bondage more “exclusive” and intense. I do plan my little scenarios, and often that is almost as much fun for me as actually carrying it out. Today I had planned part 2, we often do 2 scenes, if we have all day, like today. We both had something to eat, and after a while we were ready for more. This time we took it inside.

I left him naked, and strapped him into a hanging harness. I put a posture collar on him, nothing else on the head. His hands were tied behind his back with rope, secured to the harness, and his upper arms as well. Then I secured his legs behind his back, again using the rope. I tied it around the upper thigh first, then bent his knee and tied it around the shin and tied it to the harness at the back.

I secured a bar between his ankles with leather restraints. He was a well wrapped parcel. I enjoyed kissing and touching him. He was straining to cum. I wanked him off, we managed 3 times. After that he was exhausted and I let him down, and I had to hold him. He had to clean himself, it took him longer than usual as he was so tired. I sent him straight to bed, no belt, no plug, just his pyjamas on. He slept soundly all night.