Monday, 1st May
Today is the first of May and in
Sweden it is a public holiday. We are having nice weather. I had
breakfast outside. I phoned my doctor friend, but he already has a
client. I scoured the internet and found an exhibition at the museum
I would not mind seeing. I have to keep busy. I have put the device
back on, I want to get used to it. I took Ben's pillow to bed with me
last night. I miss him terribly. I miss the companionship.
This afternoon I did some cleaning.
I do not want Ben to come back to a dirty house, so I am trying to
keep on top if it. Not that I am making much mess. I made myself a
veggie drink. We had a few which needed to be used. I have got my
clothes ready for work, and all the stuff I usually kept at the
hospital. Shoes, extra shirt, wash bag. It does not feel real, I am
going back to work.
Tonight Ben phoned me to wish me a
good day tomorrow. He asked if I am going to go to meditation, which
I confirmed. He did not give me a chance to ask him any questions, or
to chat. He hung up quickly. I was disappointed. I stopped myself
from ringing back, or phoning my aunt.
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