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Saturday, 22^nd April

We took Ruth to the airport this morning. I am writing at our little breakfast table today, looking at the rain in the garden. We have moved the cage into the living room. Ben wanted some time. I did not want him alone in the playroom, so we have put a blanket over the cage. This is a new one. I quite like it. Knowing he is here, but unable to see him. I took his collar off and have exchanged it for a wide leather one. He has mitts on and is locked in restraints which are fitted to the cage. And he is gagged and has earmuffs on. He can still hear a little. Isolated. I keep quiet. I can hear him sometimes moving. He can most likely hear me or sense my movement. It gives me a new sense of power. I have to be careful not to abuse it. I have given him a drink about 30 minutes ago. Time for some more.

The last 2 days have been quite intense for Ben. I have read what he has posted about it in his blog, you will have to read it if you want to know. I was surprised by Ruth. We went to the club on Thursday evening. We did not stay very long. She had wanted to see it, but was clearly uncomfort-able. The punters were surprised to see me and Ben on another night than M/S.

When I came home on Friday, Ruth and Ben were lying on her bed. They looked well in tune. Ruth had been packing and they had talked. Goodness, they had made peace talks at the UN look easy!

For Ben a lot of questions have been answered, for Ruth it means she has to define her life anew. That's kind of what she said.

Her and I were talking late on Thursday, she had asked me how I got into bondage, what it did for me, etc. I think it was the first time I had such a frank talk about our lifestyle with a muggle.